sometimes… it is healthier and more fun to enjoy media without immersing yourself in its fandom. like making judgments and analyzing + interpreting things without having your opinions be shaped by the general fandom consensus is so sexy, and being a fan of a character without ever posting about them and just silently enjoying them on your own can be so nice
2016 - 2031
This one started as a screencap redraw and then this happened.
“‘History was better when I re-wrote it.’ Blade in hand, you wage a warpath, your mantra upon your tongue. You are war and ruin and death, agony braided about your bones, tears turned to blood on your cheeks. ‘History was better when I re-wrote it.’ It is a hymn, a battle-song (it is a cry for help). It is a broken child screaming at the world, screaming at a deity who does not care, wings torn off and suffering turned to rage. You were never an angel; you were never a saint. 'History was better when I re-wrote it.’ You swallow your suffering, and you re-write your story, carving it into your skin with a dull sword. You are not your suffering, you are not your pain, you are not your mother. You are stronger, stronger, stronger–– 'History was better when I re-wrote it.’ You never tell your story. You re-write your history, spin your own tale, and you take your anger (your hurt) out on the world. You suffered, and you will make the world suffer too: They did this to you, but you will give it back tenfold.”— oh, child, this is no way to mourn. (CNS)
siri do my pets know i’m cleaning out their eye boogs or do they think i just like poking them in the corneas for fun all the time
midding
v. intr. feeling the tranquil pleasure of being near a gathering but not quite in it—hovering on the perimeter of a campfire, chatting outside a party while others dance inside, resting your head in the backseat of a car listening to your friends chatting up front—feeling blissfully invisible yet still fully included, safe in the knowledge that everyone is together and everyone is okay, with all the thrill of being there without the burden of having to be.
Favourite Designs: Christian Dior Fall 2017 Ready-to-Wear Collection
i dont really… WANT… to leave tumblr. ive been here since 2011
no other platform has the right format for me to just randomly barf actual thoughts, joaks, and genuine creative content all in the same breath. i dont know how to compartmentalize
every other platform you gotta be a real person. Here you are you’re icon and username and whatever your hyperfixation is at the current moment
five heartbeats, she counts.
inspired by @markedmage‘s short and (bitter)sweet fic, “i count to five (and life passes by)”. originally for @zkfanworkweek back in november (but life happened oof).